The Why
The Early Days of Writing:
Where do I start? *exhales and wipes forehead*. I always wanted to write books, I just didn’t know where to start, what to do, how to do it, etc. At 18, I told myself I wanted to write books to help people. At 18, I was struggling internally with a lot--suicidal ideations, suicide attempts, depression, anxiety, low self-esteem, domestic violence, feeling lost, hopelessness, confused, pretty much everything. Throughout my younger years I struggled with accepting my skin tone, getting picked on by peers in school, getting into a relationship that became abusive physically, mentally, emotionally, and verbally. I struggled with a lot, sexual abuse, everything. However, I knew I had something to say. I knew I had a gift to reach people through my words and authenticity. I knew that my purpose on this earth was to help others through my experiences and words. I have overcome a lot since a child, teen and even throughout my early adulthood. I always felt called to writing. Writing and English were my favorite subjects in school, I loved reading. My mom was an elementary school teacher, and I would stay after school and get lost in the library—picking up any and every book and just read. Writing was an outlet for me, it allowed me to express my emotions—all of them!
Taking The Leap of Faith
At 18, I wanted to become an author and write books to help people through my experiences and things I struggled with. I will say, fear was my biggest enemy. I was scared to be open about the things I had went through, afraid that I would be judged, ridiculed, or perceived a certain way. I was afraid of my truth—really. I was afraid that the things I’ve been through would define me. However, over time I had learned to love myself, pray more, develop and strengthen my own relationship with God, learn who I am, what I believe in and stand for. I graduated from the University of Kentucky in 2017 with a Bachelor’s in Psychology (my choice of studies is another story for another day, but just know wanting to study psychology coincided with me wanting to become an author). The turning point came during a season of deep reflection and growth. I knew I was ready to share my story with the world ---not because I had all the answers, but because I believed in the power of connection and authenticity.
At 28.. yes, 10 years later; my first book Twenty7 Reasons was born from this realization. It wasn’t just a collection of words; it was a testament of my growth, faith, and resilience. Publishing that first book was terrifying yet liberating at the same time. I knew my voice and story mattered, and that my vulnerability could resonate with others.
Building Confidence and Being Obedient
After the success of my first book, I knew I wasn’t done. Each book I’ve written since has represented a different chapter of my life. She Who Lives celebrated survival and healing, while 521: Love Letters to You captured the beauty of love and partnership. Writing these books taught me discipline, courage and the importance of staying true to my voice and being obedient to what God has called me to do. It’s terrifying but rewarding and fulfilling. I find true joy and happiness writing and sharing my gift with the world.
Being an independent author has been both challenging and rewarding. Without the backing of a big publishing house, I’ve learned to wear many hats---from writing and editing to marketing and promotion. Every step of the journey has pushed me to grow and believe in myself and in God’s vision for my life, even when the path may feel uncertain at times. I continue to trust in God and believe that God did not bring this far to leave me. God will fulfill every promise.
Why I Continue to Write
My goal as an author, person and woman has always been to be authentic and transparent. I continue to write to help others. It has always been about sharing my truth in a way that inspires and uplifts. My hope is that readers see themselves in my words and feel a little less alone.
Writing has also been a way to honor my faith and lessons God has placed in my life. Each book is a reflection of God’s guidance and my ongoing journey to live with purpose and staying obedient to God.
What’s Next?
My journey as an author is just beginning. I’m currently working on my fourth book, creating ways to connect with other authors and readers, perfecting my craft in digital creations, strengthening my confidence to show myself and perfecting my pen. I’m excited about what’s ahead.
To anyone who dreams of becoming an author: start where you are, it doesn’t have to be perfect. Just START. Your story matters, and there is someone out there who needs to hear it. The road may not be easy, but it will be worth it. Trust in your voice, stay true to your purpose, pray and seek God, and take that leap of faith. You never know where it might lead you.
Always remember, you can and will get through any and everything. It may take some time and that is okay—use that time to prepare yourself, be a better you, be unapologetically YOU, love yourself, and love others.
I pray that this blog has blessed you, allowed you to be free, allowed you to know that the things that have transpired in your life do not define you and that you will be okay, no matter what. I love and thank you!
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-Asiha Celeste
